Thursday, Dec 4, 2008 Your usual routine is likely to be disrupted now, either by "freak" accidents beyond your control or by your own impatience with the status quo. Sudden unexpected events and breaking free of confining situations and relationships are very likely.
This is my horoscope today. It's right on the mark. I'm no longer in a relationship. It is both liberating and sad at the same time. I've handled this before in my life and I know I can handle it again. Unfortunately, every single time I've ended up being the one who was TOO kind, TOO generous, TOO naive and TOO trusting. Therefore I am broke and carless. Well, I have a vehicle but it needs body work. I'll get it taken care of, it's just hard because my work is so demanding (and kids).
We are better off, really, and I know I made a good decision. I just want to take care of my gift (kids) to the best of my ability and stay away from poison. Please write if you want to cheer me up cause I need it. I have great family and friends. I am blessed. oh, and I love my job too even if it is stressful. I get to help people with my job and that is fulfilling. I got a call yesterday from a happy newly employed man, he thanked me. That doesn't happen very happen and was very nice.
I've had some surreal moments over the past few days. A co-worker of mine made me smile. He put a traditional Ahtna Athabaskan song (from the cd I put together last summer) on his phone as his ringtone. He's not Indian. How cool is that?! I am constantly amazed at the power human beings have and how we don't even know how often the things we do can vastly affect someone else. That had a profound effect on me and my day. Thank you Corey!
I hope my friends and family are happy and well today. I pray for you all each night, well Kira and Jesse and I do. I miss my kids that are in Utah so much. My daughter that lives here brings me a tremendous amount of pride and joy (She's my sweet little thing..She's my pride and joy, she's my sweet little baby and I'm her......Loving Mom!! LOL)
Tsin'aen
Ruthie
Thursday, December 4, 2008
What is life if it is not change?
Posted by midnightsuninsomniac at 12:29 PM
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Sorry to hear about the break-up, but it sounds like it was a learning experience and you've grown from it. We're going through some losses of friendships (since we left our church) and it can be so painful, awkward, and draining, BUT I can definitely say that I've learned a lot and I'm taking some good lessons for the future.
And I agree, sometimes the smallest things people do can lift our spirits. How cool about that song. It reminds me to be "that person" to someone else each and every day.
Love from Utah!
janine for la familia shinn
I'm sorry that things are so stressful, and I know men (including my father) can be a pain, and hurtful. I wish I could take all your hurt feelings away. Hopefully this weekend, with me trying on my wedding dress will do you some cheering up. You always seem to be very joyous when it comes to the wedding. I love you lots mom, keep your head up. Even when things go bad, you always have family!Love you!
Mandy
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