Monday, September 3, 2012
Posted by midnightsuninsomniac at 2:48 AM 0 comments
Life is change. Constant change. Nothing ever stays the same. For instance, humans,we age, we have experiences that make us realize things we never knew before, We learn, have trauma, joy, surprises, bad times, good times and so much more. In an instant my life can change. In an instant everything is different.
People change too, when we go through any of the things I mentioned there is an affect on us. Good or bad, there are effects. We can contemplate those effects, but can we control what happens to our souls? Our minds? Our thinking?
I'm 44 years old and I ponder the tremendous changes that have taken place in my life and how each one has influenced me and my thinking. I have no control over what happens in nature, or what other people do, such as acts of violence or acts of kindness. People will come and go. Babies are born. Loved ones die. Some people hurt others just to be mean. I can't understand everything that goes on around me.
But maybe, just maybe I can understand myself more everyday. I evaluate all the change that takes place minute by minute, hour by hour, day by day, CHANGE. How I take it in and think about how it affects me is still something I am surveying in my mind. But I do know that these changes can have profound results at times. Catastrophic sometimes. And sometimes you meet an angel that helps you realize that getting through all of the change is possible. Absolutely possible.
I'm changing, everyday. Hopefully I can be an angel to someone too.
Posted by midnightsuninsomniac at 12:17 AM 0 comments

